As the past weeks have gone by there have been so many changes in my life. I have spent the past few months really “plugging in” to my Ambit Energy business and it really has changed my perspective on things yet again. I talked to someone on Saturday night and they said something that I knew, but wasn’t quite “getting it”, if you know what I mean.
My passion and goal has been to help people, to be able to help my sister, my brother, to do amazing, special things for my niece and nephews and my three boys and Aaron. I have a “family vision board” that I have up and I look at daily. My three boys even put up their own papers with “What I would like” and they have been taking steps to achieve them. They may be smaller goals, but for kids, they are HUGE and I want to teach them young that they CAN do and have anything they want if they make goals and work towards them. I want to be able to have a platform to speak to others about cancer, about trials and “storms” they will go through in life and how leaning on God and HIS righteousness and faithfulness with give you strength to get through anything you face. I want to show others that you can get through anything with a smile, faith, perseverance and having the right positive attitude.
Then on Saturday when I was sharing that with someone, he told me that I had to also think about the money. That if you are not making money, your team is not making money and you can’t help them, yourself or the others on your dream board. HUH…….
Seems like a common sense, basic sentence, and I know I’ve heard it before from Aaron and others and you know when you hear something again and again and then you FINALLY hear it? I heard it. I have been plugging in to meetings, conference calls daily and my team and really working it like a business and I have seen a difference in my self, my team and my income. That’s not a coincidence. I always say God puts the right person in your path, that day, that month or for a certain conversation so that you can really “see” things clearer and for that I am always so thankful for God giving me eyes and an open heart to be able to see it. Sometimes we think making money is a bad thing, but it’s not, when you have the right heart. I can’t help others the way I want without money and I’m adding that to my family vision board, because it was missing and it is an important key.
I saw the oncologist at the beginning of December and she said my blood work is great. She gave more orders for my monthly infusion shot and I left. Usually that day, I get a shot, she said she would arrange it for the next day. There was no appointment made and I didn’t bother to call to let her know. I always know God is in control and maybe my body needed a break from the shots. I have just connected with someone who wants to do some tests and see what we can do naturally. I’ve been putting off filling in the forms and I was not sure why. I think fear was trying to creep in. Fear of doing something that was not ordered by the Doctors. Fear of the cost of going that route. Fear of not having any answers. Before I sat down to write just now, I didn’t even realize that was what was happening……….
This is why I write. When I do, it’s almost as if God reveals my heart so that I can move on. Take dominion over the fear and curse it out and claim my victory in Jesus Christ. I AM a child of the one true King and God will provide exactly what I need in HIS timing. As long as I can keep standing in that truth, He will provide. I am scheduled to have another shot in January. I will see what happens. I will fill out the forms today and then see where that leads. If it is the right avenue I will pray for God to open all of the doors and if it is not that He slam them shut. And I will continue to walk by faith and know that God will reveal what I should do and I will praise Him through it all…….no matter how hard it is.
In the meantime, I will continue to go out and share my story, keep plugging in and know I have grown because of being a part of an amazing part time business and that through this business I have met so many people that have blessed me beyond words. That I have so many people that are business partners, but also friends, and brothers and sisters in Christ and that together we are helping people from all over….not only with their dreams and goals, but also bringing people closer to God with our stories. If you are looking for a change, or you have dreams you want to fulfill, let me see if Ambit can also help you www.mperzan.biz the way it has helped me, and make your 2016 a year to remember!
It really is a very Merry Christmas! God is good all the time……